Thursday, August 12, 2010

Kanye Just Coming to Terms with his Mother's Death

Kanye West went on Hot 97 with Angie Martinez and told Ang he became delusional when his mother died that he's just now coming out of his fog.

Kanye told Angie
"Since my mom passed, I just never stopped. Even the Glow in the Dark (tour), the whole concept, I was almost in like, a delusional place.

"When Star Wars was out and I was a young child, I used to turn the sheets over and put pillows under it to make my bed look like the Empire Strikes Back snow thing and whenever something tragic happens, I turn into this five year old. So Glow in the Dark, I wasn't actually giving a rap concert, I was back in my mother's house as that five year old, as Luke Skywalker on the top of the stage.

"So I was completely not dealing with any responsibilities or reality or anything and it allowed me to be neglectful."

"Even when the MTV thing happened, it was sort of like I was throwing a Molotov cocktail at my career."

"The thing is I needed... that extra piece as a person. You have to go through hard times in life to develop your character and that added so many things to me. I had to add humility, because I have truth and confidence and all this, but I had to add humility and empathy. And those are two things that I was definitely missing. I added those because I got beat up. It is what it is, I had to grow up...

"Now I'm at a place where I've actually started to deal with my mum's passing and deal with my attitude and problems that I have, and you know, come down to Earth in a way. I'm present now."

Listen to the rest of Kanye's interview here. Kanye opens up about Amber, too. Basically says it was fun, it was a phase, but it's over.